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Not Only Does It Suck, but It Also Isn't Real

by Avenade

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1.
Almost time to start again It’s kind of hard to take my feet up off this earth I take all of my time here I don’t know why you’d think I would do this In a small town where everyone knows your embarrassments My friend he cares for me I’m his shadow in the darkest part of town Where he hangs out and smokes here He stays high all the time, cause a ruckus in the commons Teacher said to please use your inside voices You can’t resist this, oh no It’s only the first thing that popped in my head Too bad you’ll regret this Cause all my friends are insecure And I just follow the leader wherever he goes My friends of friends are here They said to take my feet up off the couch I apologize and they say You don’t belong here We are all monsters You will be a carcass and we'll treat you like the fool out of all of us I got caught up now, oh wow It’s only the fourth time I count all my sins All is lost in the trainwreck Cause all my friends are insecure And I just follow the leader wherever he goes I can’t resist this, oh no It’s only the last time I pray to myself Too bad I’ll regret this Cause all my friends are insecure And I just follow the leader wherever he goes
2.
Infamous 03:00
I want to be infamous so you can find a valid reason to hate me I drained my blood with a knife and a straw and I will never be thirsty again I wish you were dangerous so I don’t have to risk my life being near you Don’t say you miss me, you were the one who tried to run your mouth to my friends Well you just slow me down so you could mess around If only your eyes could see what my brain can think It’s impossible, you’re not doing anyone any favors So let’s just sit back and enjoy the view I wish for some peacefulness so I can spend all my time on an island I want the ocean to drown all my dread so I can walk the earth being careless I want to take all my time in writing some songs and making some progress Don’t say it won’t happen, why you gotta put me down when I’m so nice to you Cause you just slow me down but I won’t wait around If only you’d see yourself in a different light It’s improbable, you’re not being anybody’s best friend So let’s just sit back and enjoy the show Scarlett please, you’ve been running around with your face chewed off With times like these, I’m emotional figuring out all the ways I can get better What’s your mood have to do with me again? I wish you were infamous so I could find a better reason to hate you

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released December 2, 2018

guitars & vocals - matt hawkins
drums - "the machines"

all music and lyrics written by matt hawkins

producer - kwah!
www.soundcloud.com/kwahsc
cover art - ethan howard
www.soundcloud.com/illrubyourfeet

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