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Vice Versa in Such Things

by Avenade

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deakoy
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deakoy Although some of the tracks are a bit similar to his previous project, it's still very innovative. Noisy and with some good basslines, overall pretty good. Favorite track: Vice Versa in Such Things.
electricmess
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electricmess Vice Versa in Such Things strips back some of the overwhelming fuzz so you can fully appreciate just how powerful, beautiful, and utterly destructive Avenade’s music truly is. Favorite track: Closure.
ryanoat
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ryanoat this motherfucker really made 2 masterpieces in a row Favorite track: Closure.
ennui_on_me
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ennui_on_me An ambitious achievement in everything that a cool indie rock album should be. Favorite track: Vice Versa in Such Things.
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1.
Where could you run to when they cut all your toes off? With this blissful agony And they won't catch your mouth when it crosses the line Makes you squirm, and it feels like a suicide Eat your tongue, give a bite to the rattlesnakes Able to mess with her harmony You can astound yourself with a little bit of love She squirms, loosen up your tension boy And away you go What a wonderful addiction She sighs and I smile And he whispers through the door Who could you turn to when they gather their torches Riled up, they storm their city's streets We started this, why can't you see who we are? We're a mess but we come from the same brain Take your trip, do you think this'll stop us? Worship your faithless parasites You can amaze yourself with a wild uprise It works when they crunch your throat into bits And away you choke What a horrible confliction She growls and I dig And he whispers to the moon She dies in the trunk of his car The screams bleed through my ears And he whispers, Mister Whisper
2.
Anyways, you come in twos Who could ever be so real? Why with everything you fool You could never be so true? Walk about your way of the wild I’m supposedly your feel Wicked world, you’re twisted cool It’s a long walk when being blue If I’m still wanted here, stay back If you still want me here, get back from me Emily, watch out for the impact My hands beneath the broken glass Don't give in, keep your eyes on the skyline I should've screamed when I watched you die Freaking out isn't part of the product How did things fuck up so fast? Smothering her as I brushed her highlights It's the last time I'll say goodbye If I’m still holding back, stay here If you want to hold back, be here with me Anyways, you said, "I'll never be a lie" I will never be alive 'til my last breath
3.
Even So 04:57
This is a start of a war Civil war Violence seems to work the thread I can’t complain in this broken home Running away was never easy And it all came back when I fled It’s too bad that you’re nervous and worthless to start a trend We face these stalemate blues And even so, we're supposed to be a team It's cold here in this jail cell I'm just a bastard child with salt Time to end it all And I wanna fly What you want from a new life With wide open arms This concerns me This won’t tear me down You won’t keep getting away from this With my guilt, it keeps on swallowing me, hey! This is a start of something that’s bigger than myself We take more than we chew off It’s ridiculous how far this man went without a proper fanbase And it all came back when I fled You should have been more careful with those pills They numb your goals We face these stalemate blues And even so, we're supposed to be a team It's cold in this whore You can manipulate my clan But don’t you change my plans And I wanna die What I want from a new life With white crooked teeth They concern me They won’t tear me down They won’t keep getting away with this With the world, it keeps on bothering me, hey! Who the fuck designed this system? We need a man to redesign this system You better run Run for the hills Before you run against us Who wasted time planning out these parties? Who the hell would want to fit an agenda? You got the people angry This land was built on freedom Where's our freedom? We all have a story to tell We all have our worries to spill The arguments won't help us We spent too long fighting for justice when it was promised Who the fuck made all your decisions? We are not defined by our choices You made our people angry This land was built on freedom Where's our freedom? And I wanna fight What we want for our new lives With wise open minds This concerns us We'll all tear you down While you get busy, I loathe myself And the whole world keeps on smothering me, hey! Hey! What's your ask? Quit bargaining life for cheap Your purpose tumbling Bomb your firing squad, hey!
4.
Come on inside and open your eyes The system we trust still feeds us lies It was quiet ‘til the guns took our lives The chaos bled through the streets into our homes If they die, we can’t fight this The silence is deadly The abuse is gonna force them to defend Defend this And I feel like a God She brews me hot magma If I ever want to break this ceiling I gotta have fun Come on, Xayah, this is just who we are Well what’d you expect, our world is far from cured You were wild and immature with the light Strong-headed with all your busy distractions If we die, who will fight this? The violence is steady The evil it rains will break through our windows Board your windows And I feel like a child She woos me, then kills us If I ever want to break this feeling I want to have what you’re still having If I ever end up being a lone wolf I gotta have fun
5.
Handshake 03:16
Call me a fool I'll call you an enemy What we used to relate Broken and hollow Trust isn’t helping You reek of filth and lies Used me for vile plans Toxicity Feeling unwanted I’m the one responsible Stuck as a little boy Shoot me down Call me a fake Who’s the one that’s in my head? I’m winning Do you want control? So you can talk to your friends The ones you don't care about Or maybe you’re buying time You waste of an ego Don’t speak to me You can live in the darkness Where you deserve to be Shoot you down Take your pills Wash them down Call out the bluff you vomit Sister is waiting Wait your turn Break them up Where's the escape you promised Xayah cries in mourning Don't fall down Don't give up Shake your grieves and grab my hand Call me a fool I’ll call you a memory
6.
Swim 05:44
Tell me your secrets, young one I can feel you breathe on the wire The system’s at its finest hour So you should just hang it up I want to know you, Frusciante You play with such a fire burning wild The system has it all worked out Competing just like this And I'm feeling estranged I’ve waited ‘til you were tongue tied I will never live an honest life When mother melts, we’ll all just end up swimming Take it in, one by one You hate the way I play? You're just a menace Go ahead, make my year Are you through with that? I begged in slo-mo I draw my final card Who would think I owed you a turn You sucked up to everyone with a thorne You won’t beat me You're losing time It's still your meltdown And I want to break you free And I’m feeling estranged I’ve awakened you all to a new life I am never going to give this up When father dies, we’ll all just keep on swimming These light lies These cold tears These dark times These bold fears And I’m estranged Swim
7.
It wears me thin and rings me dry I cared for nothing It’s all I have to set things straight I care for something It’s vice versa in my memories What could I do to save the day and night? Think quick It’s when we roll, we find a private nest Won’t get along until we get this right, ah I’m feeling lucky, saying uh oh Planning your decisions I can not forgive yourself Living in an honest world with lies It kicks me hard and drops me flat I care for something It’s all I have until I die I care, hold please It’s vice versa in my atmosphere What could I do to break this cage? It’s when we fall, we jump a bit too early We run and hide before they catch our slight, ah I’m feeling nauseous, saying uh oh Landing your decisions You can not forgive myself Living in a selfish world It’s when we die, we give brutal honesty We take too long to see a great outcome, ah I’m feeling lonely, screaming uh oh Fuck up your decisions I can not forgive myself Living in a reckless host I’m bound to break my oaths in this honest world with lies
8.
Miraculously 04:00
Cut through the steel No one's gonna find you tied to a web of deceit Step to your fate Swallow your spit and take what you want to gain And all my life lead up to here I hear your echoes, they spell a fearful year And all my flashbacks starts to scathe me So long, so long There is an island that waits for me up there I taste the waves She lends her hand miraculously Learn to face away Show your face and your witched mind too Sheath your blade and watch the blood bloom With all my heart, I swear my oath I see your footsteps, they mark their frightful path With every building, they will fall Goodnight, goodbye Let's open the phone lines Break way to all your toys I'm having fun We'll break through a new age miraculously Bow and walk away There is no escape Your choices, they were made We broaden our eyesight Take care to all your debts We’re having fun She glides down to kiss me miraculously Grasp and taste the faith
9.
Bitter 06:11
I think about you all the time Tear you down and gut you clean Arise, my child But how I look at you right now You're more cowardice than I was Moronic fire You make a criminal in hiding And a bear caught in a mouse trap With needs so vile I was innocent Mark your words as fraud I say my peace I can't forgive your tone You're bitter And I'm alive Positive Watch you claim your throne I'm a winner Take your dive Negative I want to shut out this existence My throat tightens with each breath here This molded home You've made a mess of here for so long These walls tend to shape to your skin My bones break glass Horrid fathers slur their offspring With a heavy lock on my doors I’ll rot this out We were innocent Mark your words as fraud I’ll say my peace
10.
Closure 05:44
Bright lights and the sounds With my dreams as an excuse To be next to you, 'cause that's who I choose Awake in delight Hold this true 'cause you're in my loop It's the love I'm talking about To hear my roots, and to bleed my blues I whisper, if we run we can read this out It's not safe for us to live in this place What we do here is the same choices I'm taking you with me And she nods, yes, she nods If I can take this back to the start again Then I'd be just too afraid to miss the end She moves me and tears up my skyline If God doesn't break through, then she'll bring you closure Hold this true 'cause I'm in your view It's the way you speak in my voice To live like gods and to share our flaws She whispers, if we run we can live this out It's more safe for us to flee from this place What we do now is to take those chances She's taking me with her And I nod, yes, I nod If I can run this back to the end again Then I'd be more than okay to be missing out She moves me and clears up my eyesight If God throws you away, then she'll bring you closure And she won't die And she will never die Everytime she caught my eyes, I cried Everytime I touch the sky, she flies She brings me closure
11.
Xayah 04:20
How are you? Do you know who you are? I’d never guess You made your quest Well, it's a new year I keep on floating in cold air I’ll never faint You made your claims I remain in your mind 'til you cease She is all you see in your sleep Xayah said I'll be back again I’m not aware of where I am I don’t know what I think of this place It’s a dream that I have to face He remains in your mind 'til you cease She is all you see when you're asleep Why? Something strange lives within this existence This is not my family Where the hell is my little sister? Who’s the man that looks like me? This is you You’re not who you say you are Why? Whisper said we’ll be home again This is where we’re supposed to be Let me go, I’m sick of the lies Who was I that turned on the lights? He’ll be trapped in your mind ‘til you release She will wait for you in your dreams Why?
12.
And if you succeed, all she won’t tell You'll carry the load and wait for your toll Or if you will fall, they still won’t tell We move with the mountains Our disorder’s guilty It’s my world, poisoned world And in such things, I still pump our heart Who was the man I saw in the first song A mere doppelganger is all I am The host is my inmate I front to the end Whisper saw this for miles without consequence Who could ever keep him hostage anymore? It’s my loop, damaged loop You can feel this for miles without consequence I could never keep him hostage anymore You're wild And if I forget Let go control I'll forget

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"What if changing the world was just about being here, by showing up no matter how many times we get told we don’t belong, by staying true even when we’re shamed into being false, by believing in ourselves even when we’re told we’re too different? And if we all held on to that, if we refuse to budge and fall in line, if we stood our ground for long enough, just maybe… The world can’t help but change around us."
- Sam Esmail, Mr. Robot

recorded between January and November 2020

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released December 18, 2020

all music and lyrics written by matt hawkins

avenade is:
guitars and vocals - matt hawkins
drums - "the machines"

session musicians:
backing guitar on tracks 2, 5, 6, 7 - noah renken-kapatos
backing guitar on tracks 1, 3, 6, 12 - josh watts
piano on track 5 - trey cardi
piano on track 9 - dylan hansen
sequencing - neupink
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tenor sax - madunba

all musicians wrote their respective parts

producer - kwah!
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art direction - cl0vve
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